25/12/2012 Merry Christmas!

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It's Christmas today! Merry Christmas everyone! Christmas, the celebration of Jesus' birthday, has been practiced away from the true meaning lately. Christmas has been mistaken for santa claus, christmas tree, christmas party, gifts and etc. But, the true meaning of celebrating Christmas is to glorify Jesus, the son of GOD. I do not blame others because even me, being a Christian, Jesus is not the first thing that come out of my mind when I think of Christmas. I should really repent >.< Hopefully next year and the following years I will think of Jesus and focus on him during Christmas. I pray the same for everyone, so that Christmas is not just a holiday which everyone celebrates for no particular reason but because of in honor of Jesus. GOD bless you and your family this Christmas, wishing you a happy new year ahead as well =D

Here's a chinese song named "A Gift", singing about the love of GOD and we will not be able to experience it if we do not choose to receive it. I hope everyone will be able to receive this gift from the FATHER.



Actually when I listen to this song, I am not only reminded of GOD's love but also something which happened 3 years ago. I made a wrong decision to give up on the "gift" from someone and ended up today. No matter how much I regret and wish for renewal, I guess it will never happen. Well, serves me right I guess. As the saying goes, you will never know how precious it is until you lost it. This is very true and I experienced it. You can never imagine how I felt right now thinking back. Hope that you will never repeat the same way I do. Cheers.

24/12/2012 家

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前两天星期六,我回到了诗巫。回到家的感觉真的好好噢。 但过程真的是糟透了。 回来的飞机程, 一点都不舒服休闲。 那天的天气真的是坏到一路上飞机都在摇。 我真的是吓到,整个路程都在担惊受怕。 半个小时的飞程既然会费到1个小时才下降。 成功下降了,心头才终于放轻松。 真的是我人生中最糟的一次了。

 这次回来除了是放假之外, 也是要找 internship 的公司。 希望能找到咯,要不就要回古晋找了。在诗巫做的话,就可以留在这新年了。 回古晋的话,新年可能就不回来诗巫了。 在古晋新年,会好闷的咯,因为都没什么朋友。 在诗巫就有好多猪朋狗友哈拉阿。上帝保佑~

不说烦恼的事了,说说前几天的事吧。 回来的前几天,和朋友们去了海边玩。 去到海边,在沙滩上走走,心情难免有点落寞。 因为,自己在朋友们中是电灯泡, 人群也都是结伴的, 唯有我。。。 去到那里也没玩水,走走,拍拍照片,就去那边的餐厅吃晚餐了。 吃到超级饱的,差点走不动了 @@ 吃完后, 也就回去了。 是个没什么激点的海边“一日游” 。 不过,在海滩上走走,吹吹海风,满轻松自在舒服一下的。 也许下次心情低落时, 就可以自己去,让自己轻松轻松一下吧。

14/12/2012 生日快乐

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今天是我的生日。 是吗? 说真的, 我还差点忘了呢。 今天, 我也完全没有生日的感觉啊。 除了家人朋友的祝福之外, 还真的没了。 呆在家整天, 根本没出去过。 没有蛋糕, 没有许愿, 没有派对,没有约, 这真的是人生中最悲剧的一次生日了。 怪不了家人, 因为他们不在这里。 怪不了朋友, 因为他们明天还有考试。 也许这就是注定我 Forever Alone 的吧。 不知为何, 我也还真的没什么想庆祝生日的感觉。 难道我已经到了那个传说中的老年感觉-“不再庆祝生日的年纪”了吗? 看来我已经是不折不扣的宅男啊! 唉。。。 不想再吐嘈自己了, 就在这献上一首最附合我此时心情的歌曲吧:



12/12/2012 特别的一天?

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12/12/12 对许多的人来说是个特别的一天。因为这一天是这个世纪最后一次的重复日了。下一次可是要等89年后的2101年呢。 那时我都101岁了,前提是我能够活那么久 哈哈哈。 这一天,有许许多多的新人选择在这一天结婚,来纪念他们之间特别的爱。 情侣们呢,也会在这一天约会庆祝这特别的一天。 一些人也会和死党们外出,庆祝庆祝。 而他人呢,没把它当一回事,平常的过。

那我呢? 12/12/12 对我来说特别吗? 我的答案是 - 特别! 但是特别的原因和以上的原因不一样。 这一天对我是特别的,因为。。。。。。 锵! 锵! 锵! 我考完试了! 哈哈。 除此之外, 这一天跟平常没什么两样。 一样过着颓废的生活。 不过考完试了, 几开心下。 嘿嘿。

在这特别的一天,我就祝结下连理的新人们幸福吧!

06/12/2012 那个决定

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三年了。 自从那个决定以来,不知不觉已经过了三年。 三年前,我做了一个决定,一个我没料到如今还在懊悔的决定。 当时的我,在气头上做了一个非常不明智的选择。 导致三年后的现在,我依然对那个选择耿耿于怀。 这个决定竟然改变了我的这几年的生活,我想都没想过。 殊不知事与愿违,而如今一切也已经成了,不再是我能改变的了。 都过了三年还在那么留恋,到底值不值得,这个问题我自己也不清楚。。。

03/12/2012 FYP DONE!!!

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Oh yes! Am officially done with my final year project today! Whole year of hard work officially end with today's presentation. Presentation went well and the report seems to be good as well, glory to God! Looking back, it was a tough journey. Coming through all the obstacles, few people have to be thanked. Lecturers who gave guidance and advises, friends who helped willingly whenever we needed them, I really appreciate all of you. Most important of all, my partner: mr. blackie. Ohhhh, without u, for sure tis project will never succeed. Thank you my love <3<3<3 With FYP done, I'm left with three more final exams coming soon, and also 4 more subjects next year. If all goes well, I will be graduating next October =O Am not ready for society yet... Well, not to worry bout tat yet! Focus on whats happening now is more important! God bless!

26/10/2012 Strangers, Again...

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Can't help but to rewatch this again. This was exactly what I went through and pretty much ended up the same...

13/10/2012 Updates...

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Lots of stuff happened these past weeks...

1. I am in Sibu currently ;) Reason is not because of mid sem break though, its just so zhun to be mid sem break now. We, engineering final year students don have break AT ALL! So the reason is to visit my dad and grandma. Grandma because its her bday, dad because > look at no.2. Reached Sibu on Friday but oh well, gonna leave for Kuching again on Sunday night =(

2. Dad is having health problem =( Something is wrong with his prostate and so he cant urinate normally. Been using some tube and urine bag to pass urine for two weeks while taking medication to control his condition. Things were not looking good in the beginning but thank God everything seems to be fine now. Amen.

3. Last Tuesday was Swinburne's annual convocation. Lots of frens came back for their graduation. Went for trip last weekend and had a great time hanging out with them once more =D For this week, when u open facebook, graduation pics... graduation pics everywhere. lol its true. Happy for all of them but jealous of them as well I supposed. One more year then it will be my turn. I really cant imagine myself being in this situation. See how things go lah...

4. The graduation / gathering trip was also known as "the turn of events". Bad stuffs happened during the trip. Really bad... A friend's relationship was not working well and a friend was hospitalized.

Really lots of stuff were happening especially this week. A tiring week which caused me to break down at the end. Am sick with flu, sore throat, cough and headache now =( Hope everything works out la.

25/09/2012 Shila Amzah ;)

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14/09/2012 李佳薇 - 寂寞先生

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06/09/2012

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So that's how it is...

19/08/2012 生日快乐

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今天,是你的生日。
对我来说今天曾经是一年里最重要的其中一天。
但是如今,已经和我搭不上关系了。。。
现在的我,除了在这里祝福你生日快乐之外,也不再能够为你做什么了。
这首歌,曾经是你在生日的时候最爱听到的歌;
我却不再能够为你而唱了。
只能在这里献给你。
生日快乐
祝福你拥有一个美好的生日,过得幸福快乐。

17/08/2012 ='(

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張敬軒 - 斷點 + 無能為力






曾國琿  - 如果我說我愛你



時間停在離開的剎那之間
我才發現你的重要
太遲了最後那班車
視線模糊了
愛原來更清楚了
你的關懷蔓延在我的身體
就像分不開的知己
如今我失去了才痛

12/08/2012 THE DAY

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It's getting closer. It's a special day but also no longer special to me. It shouldn't be special to me anymore though. But what can I do... It's getting closer and closer... Yet there's nothing I can do about it. How sad ='(

31/07/2012 張學友 - 心如刀割

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这纠缠不清的感觉该如何是好?
放还是不放的好?
。。。。。。
说是容易
如果放得下
早就放了
不是吗?

但是再这样去期待一个不可能
值得吗?
我不知道。。。

21/07/2012 吳克羣 - 胡鬧

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你多麼重要
對我多重要
曾經握住的我卻放掉
我多可笑

12/07/2012 志祥 - 还可以

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还可以​重复当初日子?​
仍想你分享身边的事?
或我不懂得顧忌 未懂得学會珍惜
犯错一而再也不改​ 待你伤口剛愈合
竟然会再次伤你 ​你這樣完美​配不起
仍然幻想一起​演我的每一齣戏
能共你挽手​所有结局變得更完美只(都)因你
若然還可跟你​像当初相爱不用分离
这种完美​稀罕这福气
还可以​重复当初日子
还可以​可不可以​你是否愿意...

30/06/2012 潘美辰 - 我曾用心爱着你

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人面不知何处去, 桃花依旧笑春风。。。

17/06/2012 父亲节快乐!

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10/06/2012 連詩雅 - 到此為止

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너,어디서? 난,진짜보고싶어.

08/06/2012 abcdefghijyklmnopqrstuvwxyz

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Hi! How are you? Doing fine? Life's great? I hope so for you. 








 I miss you.

04/06/2012 『再一次心跳』

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一部由羅志祥和杨丞琳主演的微电影: 『再一次心跳』

01/06/2012 趙又廷 - 哭得像小孩 (第一次電影原聲帶)

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13/05/2012 Wedding

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Matt and Ginny's Wedding


The proposal


p/s: here's an extra proposal video by Malaysian couple months ago which i like very much.

15/04/2011 ='(

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Diana - 我不要再難過



05/04/2012 陳奕迅 - 內疚

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天亮了 給我找個藉口
來麻醉這傷口 血流了卻未參透
是時候接受 我一無所有
是我讓你走 別回頭
是無法接受 我一無所有
我終於知道內疚

28/03/2012 五月天

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27/03/2012 ************

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25/03/2012 丁噹 - 不是你的錯

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24/03/2012 ###########

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I miss you

28/02/2012 梦

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似梦也,非梦也。。。 正所谓,日有所思,夜有所梦。 你平常都在想些什么,就会出现在你的梦里。 今天,这在我身上灵验了。 我作了一个非常棒的梦。 一个我好想继续做下去, 不想停止的梦。 当我睡醒的时候,我很失落。 因为我警觉,原来那美好的一切只是一场梦。 在梦里的我,是多么的幸福,开心。 醒来的我,是多么的失望,伤心。 如果我的梦可以成真,那该多好。。。

23/02/2012 加油!!!

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14/12/2012 情人节快乐

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今天是一年一度的情人节。对情侣们来说是个大日子,对单身们来说也是个大日子。只是,情侣们过的是 Happy Valentine's Day 而单身们过的是 Foreveralone Day。我这个单身汉过的当然是 Foreveralone Day 咯。今天,我完全是颗电灯泡啊。夹在两对情侣中,真是很不好意识啊。这些朋友为了不让我一个人过悲哀的 Foreveralone Day,约了我和他们一起庆祝。害得他们都不能单独的和他们的另一半独处,真是对不起啊。非常感谢你们对我的关心。但是呢,和他们出去时,看到一对对的情侣们手牵手,抱着对方的样子,说真,看了更加的伤心啊。躲在家或许还更好呢。但是我还是要感谢我的朋友们,让我今年的情人节不至于一个人悲哀的度过。谢谢他们。

你的情人节又如何呢?想必你过着一个甜蜜又幸福的情人节吧。在此祝你情人节快乐,也希望你能够过得幸福快乐。
p/s: 恭喜你毕业了。抱歉,迟了这么久,祝你往后的日子一帆风顺。

希望明年的我不再庆祝 Foreveralone Day 而是 Happy Valentine's Day。加油吧!

11/02/2012 情人节前夕

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今天和朋友出去。讨论了情人节要送什么给他们的女朋友。一个是即将出国读书,一年看不到对方,所以想在出去前为她做一个难忘的情人节。另一个,女朋友生日时没对她做些什么,答应了情人节一定会努力令她开心。看到他们如此尽心的为他们的另一半设想,真是让我感到庆幸又嫉妒。庆幸是因为单身的我,不需要烦恼情人节。嫉妒是因为好羡慕他们有个对象可以表达他们的爱。

哎。。。 单身的我,今年情人节又是一个人过了。 悲哀啊。。。 :Foreveralone:

05/02/2012 回忆?悔意?

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“I know it can be hard to please her sometimes, but it’s worth it in the end. Remember that she’s your happiness, your world. She should be the first person you talk to in the morning, and the last person you whisper “Good night” to. Unlike some of your bros, she’s going to be there for you when you’re the happiest, but more importantly, when you’re at your lowest. She’ll cook for you and care for you, so treat her like a queen. Girls are delicate creatures. Think before you say. Think before you act. They take every little mistake you make and multiply it by a thousand. So try not to mess up, aight? When you’re fighting, sometimes it’s better to put your relationship before your own pride. You’re not helping yourself by making her upset, bro. And never, ever, under any condition, let her go to sleep crying. She’ll resent you for it for the rest of your days. Don’t forget to make her feel special everyday. Open doors, go shopping with her. Hell, make dinner for her! The more you show her you love her, the more she’ll give you in return. Remember that an “I love you” via text is never as special as one in person. And show her off to your bros, don’t be ashamed of her. She’s never been ashamed of your dorky ass. Look, she doesn’t really need much in a relationship; she just wants to feel like she matters to you. That’s not asking for much, bro. But if you haven’t learned a thing from reading this, remember this. Love her unconditionally, loyally, and keep her close. Love her with everything you’ve got: emotionally, mentally, and physically. Because I swear, if you won’t treat your girl right, someone else definitely will.”

这是一则来自fb的分享。这让我想到你,以及我对自己的后悔和不解。。。可惜一切已成回忆。。。



20/01/2012 成绩出榜

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唉,成绩出来了。
拿到 1C 1P 1N。
啊!好gek sin 啊!可是,才一科 fail 我已经很开心了。说真的,我已经做了最坏的预算2科 fail 。一个50 pass 了,另一个拿45 fail 。是可以 resit 但是我还在考虑中。


真的要感谢主的恩赐。我已很满足 =) 接下来该怎么办,我都交托给主来为我打理。阿门!

p/s: 在此,我要恭喜那些拿到他们想得的成绩。记得感恩主。也要祝福那些即将毕业的,愿主继续赐福给你们。

19/01/2012 大件事

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GG.COM
明天成绩出榜了。也是我死得很惨的一天。
完了啊!
谁能救救我啊!!!
好希望时间能够在这一刻停止 T T
唉,该来的始终要来。逃避了这么久,是时候面对了。
我只求顺利通过。。。
愿主保佑。。。愿主保佑啊!
祝我好运吧! =X