15/10/2010 indeed is a sad day to many of us, me and my friends. Our friend, Rebekah Tiong passed away. Born in 1988, died in 2010.

We attended the same church back in our hometown and that's how i knew her. We didn't talk or made any eye contact to each other. We didn't know each other yet that time. She came into my notice when the church informed us about the death of her parents in an accident years ago. That time, I was so shocked about the news. How can she took it? I could never imagine the pain she went through that time. That is how i came to know her. We finally made friends when I joined the school choir club. She was the president that time. She was funny, hyper and she laughed a lot. The atmosphere is always cheerful with her. Despite being the president, she always went easy on us, which made all the member like her. Although I didn't get very close with her, but still I considered her as a friend.

Life is so unpredictable, fragile, cruel and terrifying. So easily, a life has gone. But we do believe that this happen for a reason. God has a better plan for her and that's the reason He called her. Oh Lord, we can never understand Your plan, but we do trust You Lord that Your plan is for our benefits.


Rebekah, your departure had left pain to many of us. Even so, life still have to move on. Your mortal time on Earth will be deeply missed. Although you have only lived a short period of 22 years, these memories that we shared will always be a fragment that we shall never forget. My dear friend, do rest in peace and enjoy your new life up there.

Dear friends, I hope we can take this and not cling to it too much. We shall be happy for her rebirth and also the reunion with her parents and our heavenly Father. Amen.

Argh... Its been such a long time since the last time i came here... Wow... Anyway, the reason im back here is tat i wana make a vow for myself... I have screwed way too much and its time for a stop... No way im gonna do it again...

Ever since i started my degree, somehow i just simply lost my passion in studies... Not like i had a passion for studies last time but rather its like, im giving up way way easier compared to last time... I dun do much revisions, dun do exercises, tutorials, dun attend lectures, dun do assignments and bla bla bla... so now u can see i screwed my degree completely? Frist sem, i got like 2 C 1 P 1 N (D:Distinction, C:Credit, P:Pass, N:Fail) Second sem, i got 1 C 1 P 2 N... After second sem, i decided to change my course from ECS(Electronic and Computer System Engineering) to ME (Mechanical Engineering) since i tot tat programming is reli killing me... However, changing to ME did not change the fact that i still slacked throughout the whole sem... I got 1 D 2 P and 1 N... This time i fail not becoz i screwed my exams, but i screwed my courseworks... I could pass but my marks for courseworks are too low that i could not pass this subject... Screw it, screw myself... And now I have to fly to Kuching, pay rm300 (not include air ticket) just to resubmit my coursework... Damn it...

After this incident and some talks with my friend, Kajeepan yesterday reli open my mind to realise i have wasted my time and talents... I can reli do well IF i reli put effort into it... But sadly i didnt... So here i am... Typing with full of regrets in front of my laptop... Therefore, I wan to tell myself that this will be the last time failure happens to me... I'm not gonna let myself, my friends and my family down again...

YES, I CAN DO IT!!! HWAITING!!!

Okay... I duno its a good news or wat... Im gonna update today... Hahaha... Tat doesnt mean tat i will be active in blog... Its jz a random feeling to update =)

Hmmm... 2nd week of uni is over... SO DAMN FAS!!!! Learning starts to get hectic now... Lots of inout here and there... Duno my brain can hold how many memory... Guess not too ,uch since my memory is small... sad case =( Hmmm... Tis week i skipped two classes.... hahaha... some of u might think "omg... 2?? u shudnt do tis la...", well, i think my coursemates will think tis way "2?? wow... u have improved... only 2 ya... good job... keep up the good work..." HAHAHAHAHA... tats becoz i skipped way too many last 2 sems... tis semim gonna skip less n less... tryin my best to attend every class =) *claps claps xD*

when i skipped class yesterday, i nearly got into an accident... oh my... well... its not tat scary or serious though... i was driving straight and theres a car in front of me... tis car in front of me turn into a lane... and tat lane, theres a car wanted to turn out... and i duno 'she' didnt see me or wat... jz turn out when the car in front of me turn in... wow... luckily i emergency break geng ah... hahahha... so no bang la... but when i stop, i can see tat 'she' was a bit frightened... hmmm... mayb she's in thought when she's driving bah... hmmm... tats all la...

okay accident was in the afternoon... at night, i went to specialist to see my cute little nephew... he was hospitalized... poor terrence... he's suffering from high fever and diarrhea i think... and the condition is very serious... tats why hes hospitalized... but when im at the specialist... god... he doesnt look sick at all... jumping here there... moving here there... smiling so happily... awwww... how cute.... heard tat he's gonna stay for 1 day nia lo... get well soon k, terrence... with lots of love from uncle jason (rofl, im making myself old...)

Sry folks... i have been MIA for quite a long time...
well lots of things happen and i dun feel like bloggin...
hmmm... i jz tot tat mayb i shud post sth to inform u guys...
well, i will try to gain back the feeling to blog again somehow...
so i guess u all have to wait then...
i promised u guys abut the kl trip last month and yet nth is up...
Sry guys... truly sry... bet u guys dun even wana know about it anymore...
but i will still post about it someday... someday...i guess a long time... @@

Lastly, A Happy Chinese New Year to all of u~~~ Be it u are chinese or non-chinese, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~ Enjoy~~~

*Sigh* I have failed once again... Its sth i expected but still... i hope for a miracle tat it wont happen... Well, it happen... And it comes in two... Double the damage... Seriously... i'm so so so unsatisfied with it... but i could do nth to change the fact... mayb i didnt try my best... mayb im unlucky... mayb its my fate... argh... nth can fill up the disappontment now... i duno what will happen to me next... n i duno wana think about it... is this the rite path for me??

Damn... I'm officially sick today :((((( Started coughin few days ago but its okay for me... Who knows... Today... red spots appeared on my arms and chest... Got headache and fever suddenly... :(((((((((((((( Oh gosh... Went to chinese drug store to get diagnosed... And the result is... I was infected by so called "wind poison/toxin" disease according to Chinese... Zzzz... Grounded for at least 2 days :(((( Sad la... Wat to do at home wo... *Sigh* Poor me... Hope i can recover soon... Pray for me :)

Sry guys, its been 2 days since im back from KL and yet i didnt update anything about the trip... Im sry~~~ was too tired and lazy after the trip... So i will giv a brief info about the trip in this post... Detailed updates on the trip will be posted up later... Sry guys and gals~~~

Location: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Duration: 7 days 7 nights (06/01/2009 - 13/01/2009)
Members: Me and my friends (James, Dennis, Wei Kang, Kie Yiik, Jeppson, Gordon, Vincent)
Transportation: Airasia Airline (Now Everyone Can Fly xD)
Place of Stay: Radius International, Starhill

Our flight to KL was 2200 on 6th Jan... We reached at Sibu International (Jz kiddin) Airport around 1930-2000... We reached LCCT by 2350 i think... We took a taxi down to our hotel respectively (fyi, not all of us stayed in the same hotel... Gordon and Vincent stayed in Starhill, a 5-star hotel which we could not afford... The rest of us stayed in Radius International Hotel)... rm112 per taxi... wow... no choice la... after 12 midnight, taxi fares goes double... Reached hotel around 0100... Checked in, put our luggage in the room, then we went down to Jalan Alur for supper... ^^ Jalan Alur, known as the 24-hour food heaven, was jz 2 minutes walk from our hotel... hahahaha.... ate Singapore Style Bee Hoon (rm7) and cha kueh (rm6) and drank six-taste soup (rm4)... Still not bad... KL price bah... Expected... After supper, we went back to our hotel and off to bed~~~

Following days activities will be posted up later... So look out for it~~~

15th of January, is my weirdest fren, Mr.Joshua Ting's 20th birthday... Man, look at how old u are... xD
Well, since its his birthday, so im gonna intro him to all of u :)

Name : JOSHUA TING TUNG SENG
Nicknames / aka : US President (Self-claimed), Toilet bowl, Rubbish bin, Assassin (Self-claimed), King of Jungle (Self-claimed) and etc...
Sex : Male (She-male sometimes)
DOB : 15 / 01 / 1990
Nationality : Malaysia, US (Self-claimed), Orang asli
Likes / Interests : Guys (Beware guys... he's gay), Food, Stacy Sia (the only girl tat he likes), Porno (Esp gay i think) and etc
Fav Quote : 只要有恒心，ah pik磨成金
Fav Sayings : I'm cute ok, I'm US President hor

Tats all i think... If i continue on, i think he can never go out anymore... wakakak... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!!!!

yipee, goin to kl tonite... or more accurately, 2 more hrs to go then its my flight... yet im here bloggin... XD 1 week in KL... hmmm... gonna miss lots of things back home... DotA, Kampua, most important of all... ONLINE!!!! damn... cant live without internet... cant on fb and blog... :((((((( gonna miss my lappie so damn much :( how i wish i could bring "her"(the her here refers to my lappie... y not he or it but she?? coz i like it to be female :P) but sadly i cant... Well then... Shopping, eye-washing (i guess u all know wat does tat mean la :D), clubbin(i hope so) n sight seeing... KL, here i come!!!!

p/s: if i got chance to online, i will update u guys :P

Wee~~~~ went to sing k wif my friends today :)
We went to Pan Box today... Screw them la... we wanted to book beforehand but they said we dun hav to since there will be room for us... But when we reached there, they said: "sry, we no longer have the normal room... only one more left and tat room will cost more" wtf... no choice but to take the room... rm40 per hour... haizz... i would rather take the normal rm30 room... only a private toilet extra... shit... rm10 for a toilet?? NOT WORTH!!!!

when there's only a little time left, the stupid friend of mine, mr Joshua Ting, self-claimed US president (can u c how 'sohai' he is??), picked some "lovable" songs... for exp, ABC, Jingle Bell Rocks, Coconut, Joy To The World and etc >.< haizzz... truly retarded...

we sang for two hours... damn... sore throat now... worry that i dun hav any voice tmr :( well, once a while... nvm la...

p/s: Dun ever order drinks from them (Pan Box)!!! why?? we ordered 7 cans of coke... Guess how much they cost... 56!!!! RM56!!!!!!!!!!!!! RM8 PER CAN!!!! F*CK!!! truly regret... :( and wats more the guy told me... "actually it cost rm10 per can... but nvm i giv u guys discount... make it rm8 (with smiling face)" TRULY F*CK!!!

Tis evenin i attended my cousin's wedding dinner :)... She was the daughter of my mum's cousin... To make it simpler, the daughter of my uncle... Or even simpler, my cousin... xD well, we used to be quite close during childhood time but after tat, we hardly contact... (my sis kept in contact with them but not me... coz im a guy u know :) )i think she's 26 tis year if im not mistaken lo... hmmm... she's younger than my bro but she got married before my bro... i only can say, bro, get marry faster will u?? we are all watin for u :(... seriously, we waited long for my bro's turn... my parents, huhu, keep pushin him to get marry... but he, haha, will only say, alo alo, wait la~~~ tats my bro :) i wonder how long more does it takes for my bro to settle down finally... hope he and the future wifey makes decision faster :) during the dinner, they show us the life pictures of the bride and the bridegroom... showing from baby stage to current stage... wow... i wonder, if its my turn, do i hav to do the same too?? man, i'm short of pics leh... (coz i dun like to take pics :( ) hmmm... nvm la... my part will be less and let my future wifey has lots of pics (well, i guess the guests prefer the bride's photos over mine rite??) huhu~~~ then they start showing pics of their wedding ceremony in melbourne... its simple but nice :) start to wondering... how my wedding will be?? xD will it gonna be simple?? or interesting stuff like wat the Europeans or Americans? hmmm... well then, its still too early for me to think about these things la... xD

I wish my cousin, Abigail and her husband, Jimmy will live happily ever after... (does it sound like the ending of fairy tale?? xD)

today is the first day of 2010, lets cheers for the new year!!!
hmmm... so wat did i do??? i slept till 1315pm xD
then i went out dota-ing wif my frens... oh my... lost 3 out of 3 matches... man, today reli is not my day :(
reached home then went out again for dinner... relatives from Kuching came to attend a dinner tmr nite... so we went dinner together and its my sis birthday today too... so gotta say HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!! 23 years old lo... old lo :)
after dinner jz go home... tats all lo... no going out tonite... :(

Happy New Year guys!!!