Argh... Its been such a long time since the last time i came here... Wow... Anyway, the reason im back here is tat i wana make a vow for myself... I have screwed way too much and its time for a stop... No way im gonna do it again...

Ever since i started my degree, somehow i just simply lost my passion in studies... Not like i had a passion for studies last time but rather its like, im giving up way way easier compared to last time... I dun do much revisions, dun do exercises, tutorials, dun attend lectures, dun do assignments and bla bla bla... so now u can see i screwed my degree completely? Frist sem, i got like 2 C 1 P 1 N (D:Distinction, C:Credit, P:Pass, N:Fail) Second sem, i got 1 C 1 P 2 N... After second sem, i decided to change my course from ECS(Electronic and Computer System Engineering) to ME (Mechanical Engineering) since i tot tat programming is reli killing me... However, changing to ME did not change the fact that i still slacked throughout the whole sem... I got 1 D 2 P and 1 N... This time i fail not becoz i screwed my exams, but i screwed my courseworks... I could pass but my marks for courseworks are too low that i could not pass this subject... Screw it, screw myself... And now I have to fly to Kuching, pay rm300 (not include air ticket) just to resubmit my coursework... Damn it...

After this incident and some talks with my friend, Kajeepan yesterday reli open my mind to realise i have wasted my time and talents... I can reli do well IF i reli put effort into it... But sadly i didnt... So here i am... Typing with full of regrets in front of my laptop... Therefore, I wan to tell myself that this will be the last time failure happens to me... I'm not gonna let myself, my friends and my family down again...

YES, I CAN DO IT!!! HWAITING!!!