Hmmm, it's a whole new year now =O Time sure flies. At the beginning of the year, we always repent on our previous year's doings and make new year resolutions. Hmmm, wrong doings last year? I had TONS!!!! I just had so so so so much that I really need to repent. Damn! Sometimes i really hate myself. Why can't I do what as I say? Why can't I maintain good friendship with my friends? Why can't I? Why why why? Sigh, to me, 2010 considered to be a bad year to me. At least for the second half of the year, it really is a very bad year. Well, what done is done, though I really wish tat I could change the past but sadly I can't. So, my new resolution is NEVER REPEAT AGAIN! Short, simple but STRONG! I really wish this time i can make it, not just bluffing.

Today at church, heard a lot of sharings about God's plan. Makes me wonder is my current path God's plan for me? When i think about it, somehow i feel that this might not be the path God chose for me. Why? Because somehow I can't really focus on my studies. I have been slacking all these while. Is this a sign that God is showing me that this is not my path? Hmmm, even so, for now I don't have any other option but to carry on this path. I can't possibly drop my scholarship and go for other paths can I? No way. I don't have the time and money to do so. Maybe I can walk in God's path after this? Let's hope that this is the path God chose for me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 21st of January is coming soon. Results gonna be released on that day, so it's doomsday! Sigh, knowing I'm going to fail one for sure, let's hope i can get a pass for the other two =( Let's see how it goes.